One side of the coin

Writing from a messed up state of mind. My heart is sinking, confused even after taking decisions, stuck in defining the rights or the wrongs! At times, you just HAVE to do somethings. You do not have choices. If you have the alternatives, they are not feasible. And that is the time, you lose your loved ones. You lose people who had trust in you, who believed you. A coin has two sides. We can just see one side of the coin at one time, the other is not visible to us. Mistrusting someone after just seeing the one side of the coin is equivalent to foolishness.

I have been doing pretty well, smiling since days now. Somewhere, down there in me... I have something which frightens me, even has the capability of killing me from inside. I am not letting that overpower my happiness, my smiles. Yes! I am being selfish! I never knew I can behave in that manner, but then yes! I am this only. Sometimes I feel understanding yourself is the primary task, the priority. Understanding others is 'long-way-to-go' for me.

I was holding sand, tried hard to hold. But the nature of sand is different. It can not be held tightly. The tighter you try to hold it, the faster it gets free from your grip.

Got to go! God bless! Ciao! Spread Smiles. I could not.

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I have loads of smiles on my face these days. I hope I am spreading some as well. :)

With time, life is changing. We have heard, 'the only thing constant in this world is change'. How true it is. My personal and professional, both lives are changing, I don't know to which way they are heading. But I am just happy, thankful and content with everything I am getting or may be I am losing somewhere in the journey.... I at times feel, we all welcome the positive changes and are very resistant to the negative ones. This is natural, but why do we do that? If you get an appreciation you feel amazing, if something negative happens it ridicules you. If we are welcoming one thing, why not welcome the other as well and atleast learn from it? I am really trying to accept everything coming my way! 'Everything' means actually everything! And may be thats the reason of my smiles. :)

My activity on this blog is becoming less, also, it is becoming very very close to my heart. Many kind people have acknowledged whatever little effort I put in while writing. This makes me understand how my writings are presumed. Generally, while reading we have some presumptions. I generally had the presumption while studying 'History', that it is boring. Similarly, may be when all the lovely people like you find time to read my writings you might have some presumptions. Some would call it really interesting, some would call it boring, some would even call it senseless! The best part is, after reading my blog, someone just said, I feel this is my heart out! I am really glad I could connect with someone through this.. through few of my thoughts.

I wish each one of us learn acceptance and accept smiles! :)

God bless! Ciao! :)